Todd Hull

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Allowing Truth to Mold my Path

This is the third revision to my story, not because I choose to change my mind, rather, “I” have changed. I am 55-years-old and I am at more peace with who I am as a human being than I have ever been in my lifetime. I love myself. I won’t tell you about who I used to be and what I used to be like. That point would be moot. The question one should ask me is: Who are you now and how did you find a peace that no environmental circumstance, counselor, family member, or even spouse could help you find? My answer is simple.

Have I truly changed from that which I was? I imagine I am as the old ship that has been slowly leaking and breaking and falling into constant disrepair. This ship has been routinely limping its way into dry dock for multiple years, receiving critical care and new parts. Slowly over time, the patience and care of the owner pays off. The entire ship has been replaced with all new and upgraded parts. Every part has been newly replaced over the years, yet does it remain the same ship? The MWAW message opened my mind and caused a welcomed and pleasing change to naturally occur in both my mindset, and my life. I’ve discovered that I’m the owner of my own “old ship” and am solely responsible for its outcome.

The biggest folly and stumbling block in my life has been pride. This past while has been a journey of humility for me. I realized that I’ve been viewing myself from behind, not ever seeing I had a face. I’ve been judging myself out of my own eyes, rather than seeing myself for who I am, out of other’s eyes. I’ve been living for me, believing I was living for my fellow man. I’ve viewed my misfortunes as roadblocks. I’ve looked at the past and thought about the future too much. I was finally ready to free myself.

Who do I now believe myself to be? Have I truly changed? I can only answer what I spontaneously believe to be true…I find peace in losing knowledge every day. I want to be kind all of the time. I want to look at my misfortunes as pleasant surprises, allowing myself to be soft and malleable. I am now hyper-aware of others around me. I do not want to offend or cause anyone to become my enemy. I want everyone to have a place to feel safe and sleep, to have access to plenty of food to eat and clothing to wear. In fact, this desire in me has been unveiled like a hidden treasure. It was always there. I just needed someone to help me find it. I allowed the messenger of this Marvelous Work and a Wonder to open my mind and plant a seed that is growing into something logical, beautiful, and previously incomprehensible. He simply answers all of my questions before I even know I have them.

So, has this Marvelous Work and a Wonder changed me? This is a question one could only ask my wife, Becky (435-503-7422). She is brutally honest and will tell you the truth. She knows everything about me, not what I boast, but how I truly live my life. Do I find living in this world easy? Nope! Do I find living in this world and being able to treat others with kindness easy? Yup.

Todd L. Hull

ToddLhull@gmail.com

435-246-9274

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